Like hurt beneath anger
You lie just beneath the surface
Under my skin
Heating my blood
Sparking my desires
Throwing me off balance
Confusing me
I want to drink you in
Memorize every inch of your body

Vivid memories of your smile

Distract me in my day

Visions of my hands on your flesh

Invade my sleep

Blurring the lines between reality and bliss

Dreaming or awake

I am always aching for you

Haunted by a desire that grows

Weed-like consuming everything in its path

Thoughts of anyone else eradicated

In passion filled fantasies that leave me

Ravaged by my hunger for you

Weakened by my need for you

Frightened by my love for you

Very much alive but still haunted

I had planned to take my time
To savor every sensation
To will myself into a hyper state of awareness
I wanted to remember every touch
Every taste
Every breath
Every beat of your heart

The door opens and all thoughts escape
Like the breath I held awaiting your arrival
The vision before me too much
Too powerful to feign nonchalance
My vision a blur of movement
As I touch you with my eyes
From every curl
To every curve
Waiting has never held such worth

In a wave of desire too strong to resist
You are in my arms
You are in my senses
You are in my blood
Every touch a warm shot of electricity
I am dizzy and unsteady under your pull
Torture has never been so deliciously sweet

7/18/08
 

You have awakened my dreams again
Blissfully ignorant of reality
Passion filled visions of you arouse my senses
I am helpless against your sway
Captivated by your presence
Lingering between gentle slumber
And supple thighs
Awake?
Asleep?
It matters not

Gentle kiss ignites the flame
Tongues dancing, dueling for control
Your lips are soft, moist and welcoming
Inviting me to explore further

Tension building
Sultry eyes glazed from hunger
I want you to beg
Could I make you beg?

You move against me
Into me
Around me
Above me
I move inside you
Savoring the slow deliberate caresses
Devouring every inch of flesh my tongue discovers
You have mastered the tease
Taunting me with retreating full lips
Baiting me with perfect breasts
Awake
I am definitely awake

Sweet ache of longing
Craving
Wanting
Desire pulsing through my body
Driving me
Enticing me
Compelling me forward
Urging me deeper
Salaciously moving to the erotic rhythm of your breathing
You rise to meet my curious tongue

I bathe in your pleasure
Bask in the sweet pain of your delight
As eager nails engrave my fiery flesh
Blindly tracing the curve of your hips
Abandoning all remaining self control
I am a prisoner to all you stir inside of me
And yet I have never felt so free